oth + me

sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there because you cant remember a time when it wasn't.. but one day you feel something else.. something that feels wrong only because it feels so unfamiliar and in that moment you realize you're happy.. but in an instant that pain rushes back .. it happens so fast that you remember why you always kept your guard up.. and now your left wishing for that foreign happy feeling with no reprieve..