oth + me

sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there because you cant remember a time when it wasn't.. but one day you feel something else.. something that feels wrong only because it feels so unfamiliar and in that moment you realize you're happy.. but in an instant that pain rushes back .. it happens so fast that you remember why you always kept your guard up.. and now your left wishing for that foreign happy feeling with no reprieve..

that old poet in me..

the light in your eyes sparks the poet in me..
makes her lips flow with words from my past..
those i love yous and forevers..
play tricks with our heart..
shatters it like a thousand mirrors..
those i love yous and forevers..
words i never thought she would utter again..
words i cant wait to say.

[theres something in the way you move.]

like a virgin

yay for my first blog post! *sigh*.. i cant help look back on those good yet ridiculously emo times with xanga.. how we miss you..

[fads come and go.. but love will always be fashionable..]